Been away for a while

Not been on here in ages. Had a lot of stuff going on and been to stressed to make mt brain work.

I had an interview for my ESA two weeks ago and I'll find out soon if they have failed me again. I'm suppose to get money through today so will have to check my account in a bit. I just know that the aresholes will stop it again and I will have to have another tribunal.

In other news I am giving up on the NHS, they have messed me about too many times and I'm sick of it. I have contacted a few private mental health professionals to see if I can get my assessment done. One person has got back to me and we are going to try and sort out an appointment some time in Jan.

Thursday 9/9/10

Today I have been going a bit crazy. I'm still really confused by my diagnosis and I'm not getting any answers. I was told I would get a letter outlining my condition some time this week and it still hasn't arrived, I also went to my doctors to see if they had heard anything but they hadn't. I really hate not having clear cut answers and I have been doing lots of research online but it is all so confusing. I think I'm becoming obsessed.

Wednesday 8/9/10

 Went to college today for some stupid thing for induction. I couldn't be bothered with it coz I knew everything anyway coz I have been there before but they said it was compulsory :(. We had to go round different stalls and ask questions about security and what help we can get so we could fill in some stupid questionnaire, it was so boring.

I went to Argos before to get a new bed. I was hoping I could get it that day and just get an estate taxi back but it has to be delivered. It says on the receipt that it could take up to 28 days, what's that about, what about people who are sleeping on the floor coz they don't have one. There should be some sort of priority service for things like beds coz they are essentials.

I wanted to try and get some kip before coz I was finally feeling relaxed but the woman upstairs was moving furniture around or something again and I got to frustrated so had to get up again. She annoys me so much.

I need to take my tablet soon but I can only take pills with food and I had a burger and chips before so I'm not hungry, bum.